Wednesday, September 14, 2011

5 Days

I have only 5....well 4 days left here. My suitcase is almost packed and I am more than ready to go. I am happy and sad at the same time. Happy that this part of my life will be behind me; sad because I will miss a certain man. Just a thought about missing him makes my eyes wet.
I have hope, deep down, that one day he will live close by and I will see him more often. For now, he stays behind and I know it's his life and his choice, but I will keep worrying about him nevertheless.

This trip has been so painful and meaningful for me and 2 other women. It helped to make a very difficult decision and I hope I will remember these days in the future.

But now, I need to make a few small choices about which clothes to pack and which to throw away :)
And eat more pastries :)

1 comment:

  1. It's so exciting thinking of this new chapter of your life, my life beginning now. But I know it's difficult for you, and it's not going to be without its challenges. I think it will take a lot of understanding (and energy) between us to make the transition and form our new life together (wherever it may be), and I hope we can keep this in mind as we adjust.